I’ve been doing a lot of dreaming of travel lately, so it is very fitting that I got my first passport in the mail today. Of course, my first stamp will probably be China to go pick up Ezra. Unless… I win this trip to Rwanda.
The Ugly Truth
Lately it seems like there is an added urgency. I will only be this young today. When I’m old and dying will I look back at my life and feel like it was meaningful? One of my biggest fears is that my life will just day by day slip by and before I know it, I’ll be wondering where all my time went. I know that I should feel completely happy with the job that I have been entrusted with for now… being a mother… And I am to a certain point, but if I’m being completely honest, there are days when I just want to travel. I mean, let’s take the kids and go! They would be so great about it. Billy and I have always talked about how it seems we were created to live out of suitcases. We actually did do that for a while and it was some of the best times of my life!
I think its okay to dream, as long as I can be thankful and obedient in the place that God has me right now. Except for Him, who knows what the future holds?